Cameron Highland 15th secondary student's camp

This is my group discussion group where after every talk,we'll meet to discuss and share our thought and testimony so that we may encourage one another in God's love and support each other and learn something new..

In this camp i feel so satisfied because i can know each and everyone in this camp..i'm more open minded to know more friends even the young ones because acely there're still a lot of things we can learn from the young ones..Don't look down on them for God's prefer their childlike faith..

this is my name tag

This is the most enjoyable camp that i ever had in my life this far...

It's because when i come to this camp,i can feel so warm and comfortable..this feeling had lost in my life for a long time but now it came back to me..

The God's love and in presence in all of us....

His blessing and His will had been done in this camp so that we can learn more in this camp...

In this camp,i had learn so many things and they really strike my heart...

My true smile and my true freedom...

The salvation of God and His faith remain in me...

This camp had let me see more clearly exactly the plan of God is still working in me since i Believe in Him...

He's the best,He's my father,my best friend,my lover,my all for this relationship can only bee experienced once you believe in Him an Him only God through Jesus...

Even thou, i miss the camp, but i'm so happy that i experienced God's grace and God's b;eassing upon me...so rich in mercy and love..I love u Jesus..

My choice...

i had to make a right choice no wonder what people said...

it's not an easy way for me...

i really need to think what is right and what is wrong...

and finally,becoming a best friend is only what i can think of...

theres down n up but i really know what i need now...

and i'm sure this is good n right choice for her too...

is it anyone want sumting that xnot last???

i'm the stupid one from the beginning and nw i have to brake and face the facts...

it's hard but i must keep it clear that everything is God's plan....

I'm very sure is His plan...

He teach me by His grace and He teach me to take it up and let it go...

Then i can know more bout who is my God is...

He knows who m i...He know what the best in me and i will let Him shape my life from now on for i had feel His presence with me..He's my strength and He's my everything...

Friend's love can fade away,parent's love can fade away, but God's love will always awaiting us and it will continue to flow among us..It's true..I lOve Jesus and Jesus Loves you...

Applying for the temporary teacher post

Today i just went to the PPd Batang Padang at Tapah..i just hand in the forms applying for the Guru Sekolah Berganti dan Guru Sandaran,Temporary teachers..I choose to teach science,mathematics and English...waiting for the interview...and i also plan to do part time at KFC,Bidor as well...Hope this plan really suit me..

~Thursday comes so late,i'm impatient for that day,Thursday please come faster~

My Life after Stpm....

Nothing much to say..i am helping my father is his shop at Sungkai,a fishing and pet equipments shop named Yee Fatt Entreprise...My father had come into his own business for around 5 years more or less...selling many many stuff which i need to learn a lot from him..so here some pics for you all to know some of the things in my shop.

This is my tortoise...they are damn cute!!!they have emak angkat also..her name is ieha

She is my sister...eat a lot while jaga kedai with me

Front scene of the shop

Birdies

front look

He's my uncle helping in the shop as well

rabbit which is sold immediately after i took its photo

Rabbits

Small fishes sold as food for the other larger fish

Froggy,looked ugly but it's yummy for the ikan HARUAN...many people buy it as bait

Ulat as the food for fishes and bird

Fishes

Flower Horn

Ikan Sebarau and Kelah and Lampam

My father as the head of the shop,we also got sell kites because at our place,now is the season for the people to play kite because it is windy

Ikan sebarau and Kelah around 3kg,kelah and sebarau costs around Rm200 each,as an attraction for the visitors and customers

I'm at the crossroad

Haihh..early plan go to Genting to work la...Then now want me to be temporary teacher...wth????....they ask me to go Genting for one or two weeks,after that can be temporary teacher so that if my results not that good, i can be a teacher...Is that easy???Is that the way???

OMG...Why my parents won't uncerstand???will i really can be a teacher if i be a temporary teacher first????Then wat i want???is it i must live For them or for myself???i really don't understand...it's burning my nerves and i feel like explode now...

At first i already plan to stay at ipoh to work as a part-timer to earn some money just to buy a laptop and a new handphone..it's that simple..i want to learn more only..Then my parents give me suggestion and plan for me that go to Genting to work is a better choice because you can learn more there and can earn more money...Then after i think and think, i leave my love one at Ipoh there and go for this second plan....And now,they want me to be a temporary teacher and maybe later,i'll just stay in my father's shop until all my holiday end...

Then about their plan for me,they know a bit a bit only...they still don't know the pro and con of all those stuff,they force me and they just inserted a lot a lot of stuff in my head...why can't i choose for myself???Why can't we think more simpler...My aim is just learn more and buy a new handphone and a laptop..Please don't treat me as your prey...Don't use your such call 'complexity and tooo maturity' to hunt me please...

ergggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm getting bored of all this thing....

I really hope my loved one will understand me and don't think nonsense and really understand me and don't blame me...i'm already damn down,sad,blurr and angry now...pLease!!!!

I don't want to face any unnecessary pressure...i'm matured enuf and please respect me at least as a human being..If wanna plan please plan fully and don't just force me to do something unsure and full of "maybe"...I hate maybe!!!!what i want is confirmation and focus...i need to FOCUSSSS!!!

Quotes and jokes for today 12\09\2009

~Quotes~

~Elbert Hubbard~

No matter what you've done for yourself....if you can't look back on having given love and attention to your own family,what have you really accomplished???

~F.scott Fitzgerald~

Family quarrels are bitter things.They don't go by any rules.They're not like aches or wound:they are more like splits in the skin that won't heal because there's not enough material.

~Matt Groening~

Families are about love overcoming emotional torture.

~Jokes~

1. The reason why grandparents and grandchildren get along so well ia because they have a common enemy

2. A man arrived at his workplace with both ears bandaged. "what happened,"asked the boss.

"i wan ironing my shirt when the telephone rand and i accidentally answered the iron," the man explained. "that's account for one ear but what bout the other?" "well,after the accident i had to phone the doctor."

3.the highlight of our zoo was a peacock showing off its plumage . My four year old son was particularly taken with it.That evening he couldn't wait to tell his father: Dad,guess what!I saw a Christmas tree came out of a chicken.

My heart so heavy..

After gone through so much happy,sweet,bitter,sour moment together,it;s time for both of us to learn to be independent and face the world...it's time for us to far apart for a while and go to different place to work and yes!!it's hurt and damn hurt,but maybe it's worthy...we will sure can learn a lot a lot of stuff later...

~dear~

i'm excitedly waiting for this thursday to go Lost World wif you..

i miss you

Appai,hope to see you soon.